sooooo i had the chance not to worry bout how i will pay for school so i never really had a long term job. Here we are graduated from uni last year and bam no job offers for like a year, but are we surprised of course not cause this world is just like children are our future study for that diploma ...but you need 50 years (yes i am exaggerating) experience before we can give you a chance. Wam ... couple a months after still no job offers of course not in the field i studied for, everyone just going well the field you've chosen it is kinda hard to get a job cause a large group of a people are in that field blah blah blah same old same old consoling words ..... well i got a job but it is most definitely not in the field i studied for i just.... , just started it had 2 weeks training, they just pushing so much information cause you know they think we are computers but luckily most of my team passed the test and and the time i have work at 3:40 in the am but i guess i am capable of being up at that time to do a job . So far it is been interesting the real job starts Monday 22 July 2019, i will be calling with clients (yes callcenterjob) that are upset for 6 hours so lets see how this page of my life will be, how long i will last because i am trying to work on my skills and being shy is kinda holding me back from greatness so maybe this will help with making me less shy and more confident when it comes to talking to people so in the end i am not ungrateful that a callcenter gave me my first contractual job i just never saw me doing it which makes it hard for me to want to do it and the hours are pretty sjitty but i have friends that support me to keep it and a dad that is probably going to kill me if i leave it this early wuahahha, i am nervous and curious about this at the same time. I hope it will be a path that leads me to be successful and opens better opportunities because my plan is to use this as a stepping stone.